Sometimes before I go to bed, I pray that I won’t wake up.
What would you say or do if your bestfriend/boyfriend told you they might be going to prison for 2 years minimum and they have been lying to you for like a week? I dont know what to do or what to think. I hurt so bad. 2 years is so long.. So much can happen and it doesnt help when he tells you that in prison its kill or be killed. If he does go he will be taken away on our 8 month and hes gonna miss my birthday.. What am i gonna do without the only person i wanna see on my birthday? What am i gonna do without my only friend? What am i gonna do without the love of my life? What am i gonna do without the person that knows me inside and out? I know i can do batter and deserve better but i dont want better.. I want ty and if he goes to prison im going to be devistated. I will no longer be carly because without ty im nobody.
Why do the people you trusted most always have to fuck you over? Why does it have to happen to me.. Every single year? What hurts the most about it is they told you they were always gonna be your bestfriend and always be there for you and you knew they were lying, but you still let it happen anyways. I miss having a bestfriend that I could just have crazy stupid fun with.. Now all I have is Tyler.
